Read below if you want some backstory, in summary, I will leave, bye, and have a great life!!!
I created the account “Spinnish” a month ago to distract myself from crippling depression.
Every day I went to the Wiki and edit pages and pages.
Most were just pointless minor edits like adding likes/hates. I did this just to get more edits as I thought it looked superior to have 100 or so edits.
As someone that admires New York I always questioned why there were no boroughballs (Another reason why I created the account), so when I created the account shortly after I made the boroughballs and slowly improved New York-based pages.
Making the boroughballs are probably breaking the rules as I just created the pages thinking it was fine until now so you can probably just delete them.
For a while, I edited and edited never talked to others as I didn’t want to bother anyone, and also I was an introvert.
One day my friend told me “You doing anything interesting?”, and I told him about the wiki so he decided to create an account and help me edit pages but shortly after he got bored and stopped visiting the wiki. I didn’t think much of it as he is still my friend but it did hurt a little as I felt a little social in the wiki during his stay.
When the new year reached I looked at the wiki but while editing it was frustrating as everything was reacting slowly, so I stopped editing for a while, and shortly after I got sick so I was inactive for a while but still did some edits.
After being sick a lot of great things started happening in my life I forgot about the wiki and started feeling great.
I started editing again when I was looking through bookmarks and I found the wiki so I decided to edit but while editing it made me remember my depression making me feel horrible but still edited as I felt bored and had nothing else to do besides watching porn and playing old games.
That was some backstory… now to the point-ish.
I will leave the wiki and abandon my account, this wiki did distract me from my depression as I just created it to get distracted but I am no longer experiencing it and I just want to forget it.
Most people don’t even know me from this wiki as I barely even try to socialize.
Will I come back? (no one would care but no, I will try to distance myself from Polandball and related content as I don’t want to remember that deep depression, (Will this help? Hopefully.. Maybe trying to forget won’t be effective… but I went days not remembering this depression.)
- stayed in the wiki around 43 days -
Bye, and have a great life!